beware of dementors

this afternoon, i went to a spa to have a body massage. i feel like my muscles are so tired (even if i did not do any major physical chores today)

i went to the shower, then, went to the steam room (is that how it is called), and tried to relax. i closed my eyes... tried to think of nothing at all... and for the first time in my life, i feel like i don't want to open my eyes anymore.

<expecto patronum!>

edit: i think i'm feeling this way because i want something so bad and yet, i know it's too impossible to happen. no, not an epiphone riviera guitar or any material things for that matter. oh well. :-)